For the very first time in my life (which is hard to admit) I feel completely comfortable in my own skin. This is something new, because I have always been comfortable in relationships, but that isn't what it should feel like. I, myself, need to be happy with who I am...before being with anyone else. That goes for anybody out there! How can you love someone else when you don't love who you are?
I have established my personality. I'm going to wear what I want, when I want. Not worried about what people think. My clothes/looks don't define me. I'm beautiful, just like an woman out there. And I will not be objectified. I am who I am and I'll find someone that loves me just for that...when the times right.
My life is not to waste. After all, The Good Lord only gave me one on this earth. I know this might seem cheesy to some, but I believe at some point in our lives, we all hit this point. I've come to realize that I need to enjoy myself more. I'm not conceded, I am just confident in myself now.
Tonight was a marking point for me. Discussing love, life and ourselves, my friend Sarah and I enjoyed a night in the Short North. I have so much motivation to try everything I can now. Sarah is an inspiration to me and I can't thank her enough for showing me what life is really about. She's been everywhere. Her next trip is to South America for 3 months. I wish I had her guts. Maybe I'm not ready to move out of the country for 3 months, but I gotta start somewhere. I have experienced love, heartbreak, and.....well that's about it! I'm not opposed to love. But I'm not going to worry about where it is. It'll drop right in my lap when it's ready to. But for now, it's ME time!
I wanna run. I wanna get out of here. It's not that I don't love my friends and family, but I need me all to myself. Since I can't leave just yet...I'll do the best I can with new things.
Funny, how I'm closing this post, spotify plays Miranda Lambert's "Look at Miss Ohio". Summing it up perfectly.
